mermaid

f-train love

2010-02-08T20:02:00.003-06:00

american girls shed bags full of powdered donuts and spill crumbs everywhere. clean, shiny bright sneakers, cheap plastic nails, daisy smelling lips, overweight to one-shoulder placed bookbags.

man with grocery bags, crossed legs, one blind blind eye, you can see fig newtons through the plastic, the grocery bag says thankyou have a nice day. the man was very personable.

orange coated lady is the color of a sour patch kid and has the hood of a stuffed toy lion. her glasses are crooked and her lips are molded from birth into a frown.

old man with cocaine colored hair reading the latest news affair.

wedding cake winter hat. knobs and strings. too many things. iced white coloring. an old lady.

chisled jaw, armani pants, a summer lawn beard-crisp and clear. cologne more potent then french on the real. groomed but doomed.

i eat fashion for breakfast, and then throw it up

2010-02-02T09:34:00.012-06:00

the holy water from below his abdomen dripped down my salvation army sweater at the end of january.

skinny love

2010-01-30T08:15:00.004-06:00

mother-check out the moon brightest for 2010 and what looks like a star to the left of the moon is mars check it out it is beautiful

mother-well did you get my message? very important

woke up this morning to these texts from my mum, how i love her dearly. im glad shes starting to see thats astrilogical happenings are more important then nagging me to get back to school.

breakin in the new crib with my long lost...

her lip balm smelled of new barbies...

drive your truck straight into the ocean

2010-01-17T19:40:00.006-06:00

this reminded me to start up this blog again, sadly enough.

i was walking in midtown about two days ago and this dude was selling these scarves. hes yellin, "twilight, ladies protect ya neck from them vampires." im glad to see that the vampire obsession has leeked into our marketing.

just moved into my new pad. quite stoked on it. north jamaica. my dad gave me a pocket knife as a housewarming gift. hes really excited for me to be living here!!!

cooked my first dinner here of some ill vegan chili recipe. this song i got it poppin off in the kitchen too.

enjoi little ones.

was always told that make up would make things last

2009-12-08T13:47:00.010-06:00

i took this picture to figure out if anyone has ever even fucking won one of these stuffed pieces of crap. so please, do tell me. because they are always 100 percent full and look as though the stuffed animals were from 1980.

the song is annoying as shit but this video is sweet

Dark party bars, shiny Cadillac cars
and the people on subways and trains
Looking gray in the rain, as they stand disarrayed
oh, but people look well in the dark

and my new favorite artist.....Aurel Schmidt...this bitch is fire!!!

and her stuff....

imagenation

2009-11-29T15:22:00.003-06:00

lovers scream unfolding one another in a wet dream.
an oragami orgasm.

be real people. ive been dealing with too many prostetic breathing preprogramed fucks lately.

and just some dope shit from this interview on npr (myfavoriteradiostation) with the director Pete Docter for the movie "up" seriously read this junk....

Mr. DOCTER: Yeah, there was something about - I guess balloons somehow seemed to be like a metaphor somehow for life, that there is something very temporal about them. You only have them for a short amount of time. They either - you accidentally let go, and they float away, or they shrivel, and they're gone, and there was something about that that seemed to relate to relationships and life that Bob and I started playing with.

Docter also confesses to doing a bit of undercover research to help flesh out the central character in Up: He and several instrumentalist colleagues — Docter plays bass, the others ukuleles — visited a retirement home as volunteer entertainers but took the opportunity to observe the tics and habits of the elderly men in residence.
"And so we were playing for these guys and secretly kind of taking little notes for ourselves," Docter says.

"I love to go to the airports, and just put on dark glasses so nobody can tell I'm staring at them, and just draw people," Docter says. "It's a lot of fun, and endless hours of entertainment — just watching the way people do simple things, even like eat a meal or, you know, wipe their kid's face or whatever. Just great behavior stuff."-Docter

and just because i adore this song...

and if i say to you tommorow

2009-06-21T18:48:00.006-05:00

"the warm, fuzzy bath of a roomful of people on ecstasy had turned into a torture chamber: people dressed like monsters stumbling around in their K-holes in a deconsecrated Gothic church while the menacing hardcore-techno music drove them literally out of their minds."

"Listen, since the second after it happened, I have had a knot in my stomach that has never gone away. I think that’s what they mean when they say, ‘When you kill someone, a little part of yourself dies.’ That must be what makes humans different from animals. I’m still trying to figure it out."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7_s9H0BRrU&feature=related

while I was doing a photo shoot in Williamsburg the photographer was playing this band in the background. i swear it made the pictures what they are. i want to send the band an envelope with just the pictures. a thank you. ha.

rose riot

2009-06-15T19:57:00.006-05:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFZwCWkjuA0
please impede yourself from spraying your neurons all over my new life, you cannot return it. there are no refunds. store credit is out of the question. you know I would not trade this for anything contained in the three quarters of salty water and extraterrestrial ideology and thought process of human beings. I know you have connections between our main satellite and the source of oxygen and summertime. nevertheless, that will not do it.

birth filled the sky

2009-06-14T13:36:00.003-05:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfstgGds9Ic
I was sitting on a couch last night as I watched a man stumbling over to a girl to light his cigarette with the end of hers. as soon as they touched a strobe went through it from the surrounding lights. It made me feel real again.

remnants of an undiscovered urban love

2009-06-09T17:46:00.005-05:00

so i'm walking in the street today and i see this piece of paper that catches my eye. its jammed between a telephone pole and some some metal post. it was a picture of an overweight man with a lazy eye and a woman kissing his cheek. it had to be there for a bit considering the rust stains on it. hopefully it wasn't some proposal plan because I took it. they didn't look in love anyway. maybe I was supposed to find it to do them a favor.

ALL BECAUSE

my new obsession is 1970s space art. so if you have any buried in your basement ill trade you my lunchables for some.

craving crêpes

2009-06-04T15:53:00.002-05:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWrU4We1Nq8
for every action there is an equal and opposite government program. bob wells is genious.

the pheonix of burningskie

2009-06-04T13:30:00.004-05:00

i figured that now im in a state of reordering my life I should start this up again. the amount of shit that ive been seeing lately should probably be recorded before i lose it in this add brain of mine. i forgot how good it is to be in nyc again, to think i even forgot the half of what that feeling was like. it makes me crazy. i went into to my sister's old restaurant the other day in soho and ate a dosa alone. the staff was completely different. its crazy how one place can hold a million different memories to each and every person. that place used to be crazy. i started to get into crazy underground punk music just from there. this irish dude showed me the pogues when i was like 12. there insane. it apparently means to kiss or something like that in irish languageness stuff. some other lady that worked there took me to a french fry shop with over 1000 different dipping sauces. i wonder if they still have that. I doubt it. the new people working there didnt even know who my sister was. only like 3 years ago she owned it. i wonder what will be there 20 years from now. too bad 2012 is before that. HA. well i could write ten times more but i leave you tuned into this tube until next time...just like this kid.

ephemeral lust

2009-02-09T14:36:00.008-06:00

i think some sun felt images are needed. im in that mode.

oh and may jigga david de la mano

and good ol' concrete waves.

really

2009-02-02T19:57:00.004-06:00

so I'm high as fuck and I'm doing a lab assignment. it tells me to define plagiarism and i see myself going to google to look up its definition. then it occurred to me i was plagiarizing plagiarism. does that happen a lot?

SUPER HIGH ME!

2009-01-26T11:37:00.001-06:00

supersize me with weed instead...enjoy...

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clean

2009-01-25T00:29:00.003-06:00

im like nissan but more drivin

2009-01-23T17:37:00.013-06:00

so I'm watching Girl Interrupted the other day- the classic case of the typical druggie fucked up girl in a hospital, and when the movie starts the main character Susanna (Winona Ryder) quotes...

"Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted."

I don't know if you can read between these lines but its kind of ironic how Winona steals makeup from CVS right after this movie is made...i guess hollywood roles are rubbing off on some of these individuals...

IDEAL CHURCH-

Tasteful beer instead of the crappy wine that is old lady germ infested

Bar nuts instead of those stale wafers that stick to the roof of your mouth that taste like sand paper

And a nice old blunt to be passed around instead of that big old basket being shoved in your face asking my broke ass for cash

Dr. Squires: The city's a disaster, Luke. Its not like it used to be. It's plastic. One big fucking happy meal.
Luke Shapiro: Some people like happy meals.
Dr. Squires: Some people like the Yankees too, Luke. It doesn't mean they're right.

Dr. Squires: Certain people you just can't trust, you know Luke?

Dr. Squires: Never trust anyone who doesn't smoke pot or listen to Dylan.

Dr. Squires: Never trust anyone who doesn't like the beach.

Dr. Squires: Never, EVER, EVER trust anyone who says they don't like dogs!

Dr. Squires: You meet someone who doesn't like dogs you alert the authorities IMMEDIATELY and you sure as SHIT don't MARRY THEM!

costa coffee

2009-01-12T15:48:00.007-06:00

"East your salad, no dessert, get that man that you deserve"-Kanye West

I mean I'm not overly feminist or anything but really? And then im reading this magazine the other day (one of those corny health ones) and this woman is talking about how the crash of our economy is good in the aspect of fast food stating- With the high cost of meat McDonalds and Wendy's is cutting down the size of their burgers making them 20 calories less each! Good for us ladies! Atleast some of us are optimistic...

smoking bones in the staircase

2009-01-11T14:59:00.008-06:00

evolution

http://www.k2.t.u-tokyo.ac.jp/members/alvaro/Ouroboros/

You free me from the past, you fuck the suburbs out of me.

rugged hands

2008-12-25T10:20:00.010-06:00

memory is a fickle siren's song I didn't understand.

the flutter of her eyelashes helped to clear the tension

2008-12-02T19:37:00.008-06:00

She coughs, spits, lights another cigarette with a book of soggy matches. Clenching the cigarette firmly between her teeth, she picks up the mangled Barbie dolls stuck in the soil. Smooshing their heads together, she makes them kiss. The frail girl leans in close with her cigarette until the heat from the end of it starts to melt the plastic faces of the Barbies, warping them into drippy, elongated knots.- Bunny Gloves

"When I was young my parents told me that if I could sprinkle salt on a bunny rabbit's tail he would let me catch him. It never happened."

black wave

2008-12-01T17:59:00.006-06:00

a splash of caffeine and some good ol' nicotine.

taste the sounds.

lies of the beholder.

shaking hands

2008-11-22T20:33:00.004-06:00

when the sun goes to bed, you hook it up behind the car.

cigarettes measure time.

new rap is Andy Warhol, their ice and money in Moma. old school rap style is oil paintings on the street ignored, and stripped of its true meaning; raw, uncut, uncensored.

roll the dice.

they can't kill me I was born dead

2008-11-17T23:24:00.005-06:00

sunscreen
they smell like summer
so bad
like 70s wallpaper
tranquilized.

elevate organically

2008-11-16T20:23:00.002-06:00

the animal rescue site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. Go to the site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3

you explode

2008-11-16T15:59:00.004-06:00

i also enjoy chain smoking and dancing around alone in my underwear.

filtered water and pictures of you and im not coming out until this is all over.

air is the beat.

A 20th-century artist, Louis Wain, who was fascinated by cats, painted these pictures over a period of time in which he developed schizophrenia. The pictures mark progressive stages in the illness and exemplify what it does to the victim's perception.

STYLEZP

2008-11-12T23:59:00.004-06:00

your allergic to a mans best friend
that hurts me
why why me
i listen to her
i was born in the 80s its just a habit
mother fucker you live in a house
you don't know what its like I'm from the hood
that was like last year dude
is the reason why i didn't go back to
i remembered that
whatever I'm glad
so first of all
I'm probably going to have to see him over thanksgiving break
oh man dude i don't even remember that
a legacy a legacy
no one chills over there at that point everyone was like no one comes here
i stayed there two years.
20 mins hahaaa
that is pretty fucking creepy
thats funny
i wish someone would video tape what we did last night
not talking
thats who you fuck with right
if im seeing him im punching him
threw the hand up
one of those one of those
she was running around like ahhh
as i remember to look at it im going to sit on my computer and die
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cherry blossom girl

2008-11-11T19:32:00.004-06:00

drowning in a mermaid's bed

2008-11-10T23:02:00.009-06:00

it's nice that you can remember my face for a moment in your time

and why can't it be for an eternity?

are you really that shallow or has your love drained entirely

i need to stop writing poetry

my diction is a tragedy

im hgigh.

infomercials are way too intense right now on this here televeision.

the most beautiful quote i have ever read in my entire life is metaphor of a girls eyelashes with blue mascara being compared too the petals of a flower.

it was in a book.

i can't find it.

if you can find it you are a scorpio?

the twelve days of christmas.

getting calenders with chocolate.

goodnight moon.

LAWERENCE IS interferance with reassurance of assurance:

Then his eyes met hers, and she felt the blue fire running through her limbs to her womb, which was spreading in the helpless ecstasy. Still they looked into each other's eyes, and the fire flowed between them, like the blue, streaming fire from the heart of the sun. The sea was blue, very blue and soft and still-looking, and her womb inside her was wide open, wide open like a lotus flower, or a cactus flower, in a radiant sort of eagerness. think.

don't they know its the end of the world

2008-11-09T18:43:00.008-06:00

sincerealy.

the bodys just a vehicle transporting the soul

2008-11-08T15:16:00.003-06:00

twist white paper
enhale the surrounding atmosphere
unravel the thoughts untold
find out your soul.

flowers sleepin' in their beds

2008-10-22T20:03:00.004-05:00

gobaby

2008-10-14T18:04:00.008-05:00

lighting cigarettes in bed, kissing the forement of your head
why must these days be forever demised?
the tears amounted from the summer skys
counting the hours until life will arise
sleep counteracts with my once opened eyes
this must be goodbye.

"cellar doors are extraordinarily frequent, and moving to the higher dimension, the words in which there is pleasure in the contemplation of the association of form and sense are abundant."

lick the star

2008-09-16T16:14:00.008-05:00

always forget i have this. too much to share. came across this instensly amazing short film...

we breath adrenaline, elevate organically.

2008-07-22T15:10:00.001-05:00

listen to mazzy star. i went for a five mile walk at the ocean today. jetty 4 is my savour. i need southern air again...the sweet smell of love.

THE PURPLE BOTTLE.

2008-07-21T14:29:00.003-05:00

i'm tainted in a patchy problem
none can tell what i can tell ya
let them eagles have good times
it's a road and not a soda.

oh evolsilive. liveislove.loveisevil.it's b e a u t i f u l.

anorexorcist...

2008-07-18T12:06:00.005-05:00

i want to wake up in white sheets with you
to know that our love is pure and true
and light a cigarette because I still have a spark for you
lets start this day anew.

emptysmile. good new tag?

happy easter

2008-07-05T10:51:00.007-05:00

birthday cake?

2008-06-29T10:08:00.002-05:00

novelty birthday cake tin, acrylic resin, dead rabbit. a cheap excuse for a lack in baking skills?

seasee

2008-06-27T11:57:00.005-05:00

back and splashing. oh and watch that video.

suitcase

2008-05-20T14:48:00.004-05:00

my new obsession...

sushi

2008-05-19T17:01:00.006-05:00

first cars. now human replication as a pinata? what will the japanese fathom us with next...

auteur in hibernation

2008-05-03T18:36:00.003-05:00

there’s a boy who’s a krishna and he thinks you look pretty. well, he's eyeing your stockings, he’s got books to help you with your life.

diabolos

2008-05-02T09:55:00.003-05:00

and to think they say cigarettes are such a burden to society. fuck I mean even jesus is made out of them. where is the morality people?

http://whitelead.com/jrh/ISPs/index.html
new age porn???

a smile from a veil?

2008-04-28T11:49:00.001-05:00

we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year.

vanity, I heard he was a homosexual

2008-04-24T22:02:00.000-05:00

fuck your life.

the mind is a razorblade

2008-04-24T20:09:00.000-05:00

http://graffitiresearchlab.com/?page_id=6

one night of magic rush, the start of simple touch, one night to push and scream and then relief.

feed your head

2008-04-20T21:11:00.000-05:00

one pill makes you larger and one pill makes you small, and the ones that mother gives you don't do anything at all. go ask alice when she's ten feet tall.

fate

2008-04-17T18:11:00.000-05:00

the devil grows inside the hearts of the selfish and wicked, white brown yellow and black, colour is not restricted, you have a self destructive destiny when your inflicted. youll be one of god's children who fell from the top, theres no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot. so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never, because a dance with the devil might last you forever.

cellardoor

2008-04-13T13:16:00.000-05:00

little girls in their party dresses didn't like anything there.

drunk lullabies for the peering eyes

2008-04-11T00:00:00.000-05:00

a crow lady and sick handstyle.

reminds me of my grandma's during the summertime. the moon and the fireflies allowed us to play late into the night.

like junkies, in book shops and libraries, those literary counterparts to the opium den

2008-04-08T23:45:00.001-05:00

two dope pieces of artwork for your eyes.

black out if you don't blackle

2008-04-05T21:00:00.000-05:00

http://www.blackle.com/

snapple cap mermaid that

2008-04-05T15:28:00.000-05:00

fast. the language of love. thoughts racing uncontrollably like my heart.