and if i say to you tommorow

"the warm, fuzzy bath of a roomful of people on ecstasy had turned into a torture chamber: people dressed like monsters stumbling around in their K-holes in a deconsecrated Gothic church while the menacing hardcore-techno music drove them literally out of their minds."

"Listen, since the second after it happened, I have had a knot in my stomach that has never gone away. I think that’s what they mean when they say, ‘When you kill someone, a little part of yourself dies.’ That must be what makes humans different from animals. I’m still trying to figure it out."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7_s9H0BRrU&feature=related

while I was doing a photo shoot in Williamsburg the photographer was playing this band in the background. i swear it made the pictures what they are. i want to send the band an envelope with just the pictures. a thank you. ha.

rose riot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFZwCWkjuA0
please impede yourself from spraying your neurons all over my new life, you cannot return it. there are no refunds. store credit is out of the question. you know I would not trade this for anything contained in the three quarters of salty water and extraterrestrial ideology and thought process of human beings. I know you have connections between our main satellite and the source of oxygen and summertime. nevertheless, that will not do it.

birth filled the sky

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfstgGds9Ic
I was sitting on a couch last night as I watched a man stumbling over to a girl to light his cigarette with the end of hers. as soon as they touched a strobe went through it from the surrounding lights. It made me feel real again.

remnants of an undiscovered urban love

so i'm walking in the street today and i see this piece of paper that catches my eye. its jammed between a telephone pole and some some metal post. it was a picture of an overweight man with a lazy eye and a woman kissing his cheek. it had to be there for a bit considering the rust stains on it. hopefully it wasn't some proposal plan because I took it. they didn't look in love anyway. maybe I was supposed to find it to do them a favor.

ALL BECAUSE

my new obsession is 1970s space art. so if you have any buried in your basement ill trade you my lunchables for some.

craving crêpes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWrU4We1Nq8
for every action there is an equal and opposite government program. bob wells is genious.

the pheonix of burningskie

i figured that now im in a state of reordering my life I should start this up again. the amount of shit that ive been seeing lately should probably be recorded before i lose it in this add brain of mine. i forgot how good it is to be in nyc again, to think i even forgot the half of what that feeling was like. it makes me crazy. i went into to my sister's old restaurant the other day in soho and ate a dosa alone. the staff was completely different. its crazy how one place can hold a million different memories to each and every person. that place used to be crazy. i started to get into crazy underground punk music just from there. this irish dude showed me the pogues when i was like 12. there insane. it apparently means to kiss or something like that in irish languageness stuff. some other lady that worked there took me to a french fry shop with over 1000 different dipping sauces. i wonder if they still have that. I doubt it. the new people working there didnt even know who my sister was. only like 3 years ago she owned it. i wonder what will be there 20 years from now. too bad 2012 is before that. HA. well i could write ten times more but i leave you tuned into this tube until next time...just like this kid.